14 5 / 2012
A note to myself.
No more boys, only men. Never gonna date any typical malay looking men any longer. Mixed is sexy. Fair, middle eastern looking men totally my top favourite. Not gonna settle for less, keep my expectations high.
09 5 / 2012
What’s going on?
What am i doing, why am i doing this? Slutty girls, drunkards, and everything isn’t my thing. Then so why am i working in this environment every now and then? Well i love to party and i party a lot but when it comes to working for this, and seeing with my own pair of eyes how bad and dirty things can get, it’s freaking me out really. But yet i’m still doing all this, what’s gotten into me, seriously? Easy job, easy money. But the people around me?
And every time i party now and then, it’s like i’m in a total different world, so much dramas happening in my very own partying world. So much things i’m doing wrong. I kept telling myself i won’t do this anymore but week after week, i’m still staying on. I’m starting to party every week again like how i did a year ago.
I told myself i would wanna settle down, and this is definitely not the right way. I need help and it’s time for a appropriate full-time job.
Xoxo Zaa Ria Hewitt
24 4 / 2012
"When a guy wants to leave you, let him. Don’t demoralise yourself and beg. Show him you’ll be fine without him, do that."
24 4 / 2012
This good looking chap ehhhhhhh!
Well at least i had a taste of someone like him xx
(via loveandbronzer)
